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Today was a day I cannot find words for. Maybe I could, but I feel they would do no justice to it. Once again, I find myself so pleased, warm, and happy at the end of the day. I am tired, but I feel satisfied. I had a day that most would consider run of the mill, regular, and perhaps even bland. I, however, am joyous. My heart sings, and my mind is drowned by it. That may be why I feel I can bring no truth to how my day was. I danced in glades, and woods, between trees and through meadows. I was surrounded by nature and walked with a light that is truly impossible for me to give anything to that would have any real value. I can say nothing, except for saying that nothing could have been better, I filled to bursting inside my heart, and I am overjoyed. I played in the rain, and felt only comfort, not even the cold drops could take the warmth from me. I ate, and was content before and after. My description is so pointless, my experience sublime and unable to be transferred by my mere words, lacking as they are as a medium, at least for me. I was once again blessed by good hearts in my company, and dance forever in the moments I have taken in. No sickness, save that of the mind, could strip me of what I have gained in my time, and I fear that I could never use that to its fullest, a true gift, given to me in earnest, only to be squandered by me, makes me feel sad, and filled with a greedy thirst to once again drink so deeply of the happiness I am given so generously and freely by the most cherished one, and companions whom I shall never tire of. I can only smile now.
A Lost Hope?
Tell me, do you know of that emotion, where you reach out and no one listens? Do you know that feeling where you want some one to care but you know you are wrong? You wish so hard, but you know what you want is every thing everyone ever wanted that was bad. So let's go with the idea you have messed up. Let's go with the idea you should leave. Because if you shouldn't have someone would have mentioned it. Someone would have made you believe.
Devious Journal Entry
Ah, what a good day it was. I'm pleased, yet very exhausted. I don't know if I'll write tonight, or even what I would write about. I feel blissful. It is grand. Good company can do that though, I guess. Perhaps I'll find a way to spin my day into words, but for now, the joy of the day burns within me, and sleep hunts me, closing in, haunting my every step, taking my will and breath from me, stealing my strength, of both body and mind.
That being said, I am contented, perhaps momentarily, however I can hardly let myself believe I will ever be able to feel less good than I do now. My heart and mind are full to burst. For good reason to
Devious Journal Entry
I feel pretty good today. I was down a bit earlier, and for a few days I was slightly ill, and didn't really have the will to write. As surprising as it is, I feel as though I am on a bit of an upswing right now, although I fear jinxing it by saying so, both emotionally and physically. Well, we'll see what the days ahead have in store for me, for the only factor that can truly affect me is the ever changing present, and it's counter-part, the constantly progressing past, ever in motion, and always imprinting upon us.
Devious Journal Entry
I just saw the last glimpse of a sunset I will never see, and decided that that was what I felt like today. It was sad and happy, beautiful and fleeting. So, I felt it was what I could do, in this moment, to say what I felt, and put pen to paper once more. The undertones do not elude me, though sometimes I wish they would.
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